We were torn apart. The bond between us did not last forever. Slowly we change and lastly the distance between us become more further. We can't understand each other anymore. Hatred was engrave in our heart.

That day, if we clear all those misunderstanding that happen between us. We might be friend again.

I really want you to trust me and give me a chance to explain. I am standing there behind your back. Waiting for you to turn and look at me. Listen to me. But you do not turn your face at me. When I try to talk to you. You always look down and avoid me.

I really want to tell you...

I glad that I can be friend with you. Last year, in the class, we sat next to each other. Being put in the same group and always together wherever we went. You rarely tell me your problem. But sometime, you did tell me some of your problem.

" Why when I do something you always said that  I'm the wrong one!? you never even once agree with me!"..you said

I'm sorry if I don't take your side. I do care and treasure you. I do not want you to wander alone in the wrong path. I just want  to be a friend that will correct you when you're wrong. And I want to stretch out my hand to help you when you lost. I want you to make you smile.

But, it's different now.. My hand cannot reach you anymore and you can't hear my voice. Your existence becomes smaller in my world. You slowly disappear from my sight.

I'm sorry I don't suit to be your best friend and I can't no longer be by you side anymore. In the future I hope that you meet someone which better than me. After what had happen between us that day. My heart waver to trust you anymore. A wall between us cannot be put down. It true we already forgive each other. But it still awkward to us to talk like old days.