Test in life. do I hate myself? I do not know. I do this burden in the family?.

  At home, I usually lonely. I maintain discipline while at home. Rules set by parents. When the end of the year holidays, I usually play computer at home. No time for families to go on vacation. So it becomes a habit for me to always stay at home. Or, I usually spent holidays with tuition. "As a preparation" mother said.

  When I write all this feeling, slightly decreasing burden on my mind. I will continue to write, so I do not need to be sad. Although no one is listening, there are people who read.