Today once again I was put through a problem. I had to sleep alone. Because my mother made ​​a decision. I had to follow her decision. I'm always afraid of sleep alone. But today, I need to slept in the living room. My grandmother went to sleep at my aunt's house. Mom told me to sleep at aunt's house too. But I refused. I will stick with my decision.

  Why mother does not ask about my decision first?. Why they did not think about my feelings?. Tomorrow I have to go to school, I would usually go to bed early. But now I  spend the time with the computer. Will I never be given the choice?. Is this the burden of a youngest daughter?. The sister and the brother will leave after they graduate , they will leave their youngest sister.

  Now, I has no friends at home. They has gone and leave me alone. Moreover, now I have to face PMR. It's very stressful. Pressure given by the parents. They do not want the same thing will be repeat again. They have the status, so as a daughter I have to keep my parent pride. Is this an advantage of being a daughter of a teacher?. Haa ~ I do not want to know.

  Lucky, I just need to be thankful. Whatever happens, they are my parents.