From the beginning until now, I can only look at you from afar. Although we are close, I always miss the chance to talk to you. I miss the opportunity to talk to you during the competition. I want to ask more questions but I'm afraid that I asked the question that may not make sense at all.  I fear, I let it pass.

  You know, I'm not too perfect to be like you. In terms of appearance and your self. I can not be matched. I only have the brain to think about learning math, science and English. In addition, I also do not know how to be fashionable. Everything that I wear are always the same and ordinary.

  Now, maybe I'm jealous. When I see you are confident to talk with female ​​friends. Two years ago, you only dare to talk with me. But now it changes, I would not be returning to the past. Although I can go back to the past, could I  change all that had happened?. I just need to change my attitude and accept reality. Because reality is reality.I know the truth is hard.

But what choice do I have?, weakness and lack of confidence led to the defeat. From now on I just need to hope and try so that I will be be perfect for you. I hope you will waiting for my change.